I can't really decide if I want to post this or not. But I have to type something.
B, my ex-fiance, got engaged.
We've been broken up for a little over a year and he just got engaged to a girl that he has known for 5 months.
Now, I am ridiculously happy in my relationship with BF. Literally, happier than I ever was with B. But still....
It confuses me.
I think most people don't really understand what it is that I'm feeling right now, probably because even I don't understand it.
I know I called it off, I know I made the right decision. That doesn't change how I feel right now. I'm in complete shock. He didn't even tell me. I found out from a friend. I would have told him, just so he didn't have to hear that from someone else. It's not like we just broke up. We had a life planned together and I changed my mind. I get that. But we were a big deal. What happened with us was a big deal. He was a huge part of my life and it's strange enough that we don't even speak but then to find something like this out from someone who isn't even him. There's a part of me that wants to call him, and then there's a part of me who knows that is a very very bad idea. Luckily, my pride is bigger than both of those.
It's just, it's weird. I don't even know what else to say.